Laman Nadia

The pandemic Covid-19 hits greater than what it seems just one type of unknown disease and I, admittedly, sinking into mix thoughts which lead to mild anxiety..? (diagnosing myself).

These days I keep reminiscing the time when I was so into Korean-related memories. Still fresh on my mind when I made decision to travel alone to SK, refreshed blogs at wee hour to read experience of those studying there, and I dream of how I wanted my life to be.

Sadly today, these blogs were no longer active. I guess the bloggers have moved on in life and I yearn for these bloggers to be back again. I missed the feeling of excitement when I see a new post and dwell into their story about life, meh moments, anything.

Who says blog is no longer relevant? I hope it stays. Please stay. Because I am deciding to not being active on social media anymore. I am not comfortable, it does not suit me anymore and I want to spend less time on the screen. Except here. The most comfortable space for me.

Long time ago, I had to private my blog because of stalker and until now, I hate that feeling. Feeling of hating somebody. Invading my personal space is a major issue, but I was too weak to stand up for my right.

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We’re in the month of June, year 2021 and next month I am going to be 35 years old. Life’s (shockingly) gets better. I get more time spend with my baby boy (2+ now). Got less money due to pay cut but still manage to pay financial commitment every month. What’s more important now is to live life to the fullest.

Sounds cliche, but all I want to do is to immerse myself doing things I used to love. I don’t mean to tell people, I just want a space I could documented for my record. THIS is my real intention. I should read this post from time to time. I tend to forget things that make me happy or excited or give me goose bump feeling when I wake up the next day. I can just FORGET.

That explains why my previous post was in October 2020.

Take care.