Laman Nadia

I was working for 12 hours 3 days in a row and I felt exhausted. I am going to be 30 years old next month and I have been thinking how’s my life going to be in 10, 20 and 30 years later. At this moment, I may have been grumble about endless amount of work, I could have feel like an important person in office but one day the company might offer me VSS and ask me to leave. To give chances to younger generation just like the chance I got right now. What would I do when that time comes?

I don’t know if I ever get married and have children. But I know death is a certain thing. Not only so I have to work hard for living, I should prepare for afterlife as well. I am so afraid if I die alone. I heard a true story about my colleague’s neighbour. He went for work that day and didn’t come home so the next day his wife went to look for him and met her husband’s boss. The boss then went to a site where his employee assigned to work there that day and found his dead body. Heart attack, reported by the hospital. 

What I am trying to say, I want to live in this world with bigger purpose. And I want to make preparation that suffice for me to live comfortably in hereafter. But it’s easier said than done. 

Tomorrow starts the fasting month. I will be on hiatus from all social media. I am a human who needs attention and affection  from the Maker. This world is so mean and I sometimes could not bear the pain. This Ramadhan could be my last Ramadhan. May Allah accept my good deeds and make every wish comes true.

Salam Ramadhan, everyone~ 🙂