Laman Nadia

Just when i thought it is a beginning of happy days, someone just get on my nerve. Thinking how rude he was to me and everybody else, it is time for me to offer him some ‘cynical advise’. I shall confront him sooner or later.

It is also a beginning for me to live out of my comfort zone. Now… at this moment… whatever my former boss said to me last time was such a good advise. The Expats that i found annoying and irritating just because she cared too much about me now knocking some senses in my head.

The Boss said to learn living out of comfort zone. Learn to be firm and don’t always please people. Don’t let them take advantage of me just because i am nice and soft spoken person. I was always thought that whatever he said didnt fit my personality. I was always thought if i treat people nicely, they would treat me nice too. I was WRONG.

About my Swiss former colleague, she treated me like a younger sister and cared about me until i feel suffocated. Hugging, kissing on my cheek,talkative, cant keep secret etc etc. But he most importantly she respect our local culture. Now i realised that i actually like the way she treated me.

I cant help if people don’t like me. I don’t care if people talk behind my back. I don’t mind people staring at me. But i can’t tolerate with people being rude to me. Maybe today i am nobody here. Maybe today i keep my mouth shut. Maybe today he can be arrogant and be a great person. Life is like a circle. He might be up there and am at the bottom of the cycle.

One day, should there will be a chance, i will make him work harder for me. Or maybe… his family can pay for his rudeness.