After reading “have a new you by friday” written by Dr. Kevin Leman, i wanted to be true to myself.
I was a pleaser. I always trying to live up to people’s expectations and when i tried harder, i could not seem to do enough and end up being frustrated. Now, i have to let go of other people’s expectations and learn to live with that.
When i sensed someone was upset, i talked to myself not to think much about it. Not that i am not care about people, but if it only make me feel worst in the end, i better mind my own business.
I hate feeling guilty to myself. How could i pleased people and being unfair to my own self? I knew sometimes i let people took advantage of me. I hate the fact but that was then. Now, i want to be good to myself and being a better person everyday, eventhough i might hurt people’s feeling.
I know i can go far. Achieve success. Am just… lack of confidence.
I wonder what will happen when am confident? Gotta try it and see the results!
Btw, 70 more days to go!

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