Laman Nadia

I was so busy a couple of days to go. I started to feel stress again.

Work – I have to keep myself cool and complete it bit by bit. And tomorrow, they will be having whatever gathering for staff and i have to participate. Seriously, i have no time or mood to have fun. Now is a critical time to prepare for future.

Study – I have requested a kind approval from tutors for extension to submit assignments. And today, i still have not start doing assignments.
Am so DEAD!

My exam will be in June. I have to work hard in May. So, March and April are the only time i have to focus on studies and catching up all chapters.
So, i really have no mood to have stupid fun. Should i put on facade again? Sigh~

My close friend said i was being too nice to people. That’s why they take advantage on me. I kept quiet. She was right. I always think of others first and put myself last. I hate myself being like this. Really.

So i think i have to hate myself for another 113 days. Life is hard for me. I have to struggle for now to ensure i am prepared for future months to come. And maybe i can take a little bit of time to close my eyes and dream away.