At this moment, i work full time and study part time. Work and study are like having two ‘wives’. As a ‘husband’, i must balance the time spent for both. And this become an issue for me.
These days, i spent more time at work and i felt guilty that i have not try to open book and read even 1 page. By the time i got home, my body became weak and my eyes were hardly open. So i told myself that i will give more time to study. On the next day, i felt guilty again.
Work is something i must do. Obviously to get salary, pay car instalment and various expenses and to keep myself living. Study is something i love to do. I have been longing to further study on the very first day i started to work 5 years back. I can’t give up either one of them. All i need to do is to figure out how i can excel in both matters.
Oh i missed to go to library, study alone or study in group, borrowed some books and promised to return it within 2 weeks time but it got delayed and was fined RM6. Why i can’t just start it today since it’s public holiday? Because i have to settle all Halal certifications by end of the month. So, January can be consider as working-like-crazy month. I promise i will make February as study month and i will complete first assignment and spend more time in library.
Fighting!
Laman Nadia 
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